2 days left!

I can't believe it's almost time. I can't believe how freaked out I am either. One minute I am so excited, almost want to giggle and dance, oh for the pain and nastiness to be gone!! Oh joy!! But then I get scared, asking all the what if questions, I actually cried in church on Sunday, I was making my peace with God. Communion never felt more sacred. The dreams I have could be Hollywood blockbluster terror movies. Come on Wes Craven, I got ya beat, hands down. And the mood swings with people around me!! Last night a friend told me to get off the phone before she came over and smacked me. She was only half joking. I hope I have some family and friends left talking to me after this is all done!! I hope everyone else here is doing well and God bless to all.


Rebecca

I know how you feel; excited about the new you, just getting there is the problem. I also felt the same about communion; every-time I have a panic attack I pray and it's gone. You will be in my thoughts and prayers

Stop thinking about it! Right, easier said than done, but try anyway. Good luck with your surgery.

2 days for me too!!!! I am actually better this week than I was last week, maybe because I have kept myself busy......Who knows, but best wishes to you and we will see each other on the other side!!!!! It is amazing by the way, how at peace you can feel with a little prayers!!!!!

Keeping busy? I think I have gone into turbo mode. The past few days crocheting had calmed me down, Now I can hardly sit for more than 10 mins! I am on my 3rd batch of sugar cookies, for staff at hosp, pie shell dough is chilling in the fridge for the 2 pecan pies I promised my dad 2 wks ago, there are no dirty dishes or clothes in the house, everything is dusted. So all I have left tomorrow is to polish the brass and silver. Too bad it isn't summer, I could get alot done in the yard!! With all this cleaning maybe I should get scared more often!! LOL!! Well gotta go the buzzer went on the cookies, only 3 more sheets to go!!

Rebecca

Good luck all you future princesses. Once you get to the hospital the day of your surgery, it will be so much easier than your mind allows you to believe. You are so right!!We could make a really great movie on all the crud that goes on in our head before we finally get it done. See you guys on the other side!!!!!!Enjoy the pain pump!!!!!!!!!!!!!