Blue Christmas

Cyndy- I am so sorry that your Christmas with family was emotional. But, hon, everything you are feeling is okay. Please don't feel guilty about ruining anything for anybody. Isn't that what we treaure about our loved ones (the ones we can really be ourselves without any pretension)

Your family knows the emotional rollercoaster you're on and they love you exactly where you are at that moment, whether it is in the living room, celebrating and crying in the bedroom the next. Be true to your feelings - by working them as they come, you are being so positive in your recovery. We sisters here can all too well relate to the pressures of things look "hunky dory" to the world when our world now revolves around treatment, anxiety waiting for the results from our tumor marker du jour.....

and to you just because I can't be there to laugh and laugh and laugh and cry somemore with you all in the same evening.....Much love and prayers are coming your way!

Thank you so much for all of your kind replies. They have helped me so much. I have my next doctor appointment on Monday the 31st. I can't say I'm looking forward to it, but with friends like you, it sure makes this experience a little easier.

Much love always,

Cyndy

Cydny, we are praying for you here, and in the Prayer Forum!! You're not alone dear. We are all concerned and asking the Lord to be with you!