My pre chemo blood test showed I was anemic and I can tell it has worsened a bit. Usually when I run with the dog, he gets breathless before me, but today I went to get out to get the mail, started to walk fast because it was cold and I couldn't believe how out of breath and dizzy I got. I am supposed to have a blood test on Thursday and a procrit injection if my insurance approves it. Has anyone had any experience with procrit? Do most insurance company's approve it? I have had ferrous sulfate iron pills in the cupboard, but don't take them because they cause terrible constipation and I fear they may cause another blockgage. Constipation or diarrea with a colostomy is awful. At least, being a "bag lady" means I don' have to make sudden bathroom trips! And I have learned to pit my hand over my stomach and cough when things get noisy!
While I was having my chemo I flipped thru a cancer magazine and read an article that said studies have shown that aspirin and a medicine called celebrex, in conjunction wirh chemo seems to help the chemo work better. Unfortunately I don't have the magazine to re read it. Has anyone heard this?
My apetite is OK, but my sense of tase is gone. I can tell texture of food, but if blind folded wouldn't know if I was eating Grapents or Friskies!

My taste for life is strong and I attribute that to the strenght I am drawing from prayer, friends, especially my sisters on this board. I think prayer and support from others infuses strenght and hope into us, just as the IV infuses drip by drip the drugs that will help us fight the beast. Only prayer and frineds have only wonderful side effects.
My friend buzzed my hair on Thanksgiving and when I looked in the mirror I was brought to tears of joy, because I saw my Father staring back at me.Her went bald in his early 30's and now I look just like him! He died suddenly on Dec 21, 1999 and I miss him terribly. Now I really feel His presence and that wonderful connection that life or death can't break!
In the house I am wearing my ski beanie. The ski season usually lasts thru April in Calif, so I hope to get in some spring skiing. When I go out I a wearing the bandana our group wore for ID purposes when went to Rome in 2000 to see the Pope for World Youth Day. It brings back good memories not just for me, but for the other youth and adults who went on the pilgrimage.

Debbie
Squamos cell cancer pelvic, small intestine, pharynx
pelvic exenteration with temporary colostomy 8/7( so they said )
intestinal resection 9/25
Taxol/ Cisplatin/ ifosfamide begun 11/25