Will Loss of Fertility Get Easier? (TH at 33)

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Originally Posted by Cgrlawson It comes in waves. I’m almost 2 years out and the physical pain relief has been amazing but my heart is definitely taking more time to heal. I’m sorry you’re hurting. Sometimes it’s nice to know you’re not alone. Hugs to you tonight.

No it will not get easier. Me and my husband can't have are own kids dew to my hysterectomy in 2015 they found a volleyball size tumor on my ovaries then it infected my other ovary and my uterus. We are going to adopt. I just felt alone with my struggle and my grief I just didn't know where to turn.

I have a daughter is 9 and it wasn't easy to have and get pregnant, to begin with, and after having her we kept trying for another one with no luck and before my daughter, I knew that I had endometriosis and I had to have a surgery and I got pregnant shortly after then I lost the baby and after trying I got pregnant with her my pregnancy was high risk and wasn't easy, fast forward dealing with endometriosis cane back went under another surgery and shortly after I knew that I have adenomyosis then kept trying for another bay with no luck and finally after battling with pain decided to go to total hysterectomy and I was fine and I was thankful for having my girl, but shortly after my surgery everybody around me was pregnant or had a new baby and SIL was pregnant and I was supposed to host her baby shower 1 month after my surgery and that was the breaking pint for me I was happy but crying and hurt inside could not say no or they will say I am jealous than another shower for a friend I had to host 3 baby shower within one month after my surgery I was denying slow.

My caught keep asking for a brother or a sister and how she is the only one that does not have siblings
And then lately I keep having dreams that I am pregnant and giving birth.
So u are not alone and definitely it doesn't get easy I had my surgery in November 2019